My youngest child starts 'big school' this week.... my beautiful bouncing baby boy. :(
He's four and a half, blonde haired and has crazy multi-coloured eyes....and still my baby...
I think i'm just feeling sorry for myself. A lot of my friends or friend's partners are pregnant or have just had babies, and I miss having a tiny scrap of life being completely dependent on me, but if i'm being logical, there is not much chance of me having another. HAHA I don't even have a man!!
Realistically, the chances of me meeting someone, spending enough time with them to decide we'd be good parents together, and then getting pregnant are slim. I know people can have babies well into their 40s but the ability to safely carry full term decreases dramatically after 40. I have 5 years until then :)
My friend Spiff calls it 'ovary bluetooth', saying that women can't help themselves when other women are pregnant or have newborns, that it's inbuilt :D I think the whole 'my baby' going to school thing isn't helping.
I'm sure i'll be over it by half-term in October :P
And anyway...men are far too complex! I'm a simple girl with simple needs. You treat me nice, I treat you like a King!
I think a trip to Ann Summers would be easier in the long run!
Love,
Paula xx
(that bunble of joy is now in my bed poking me with his knees....I wouldn't change it for the world!)
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